I'm really in love with teen
culture. I don't really know why & a lot of my friends make fun
of me about it. I'm fascinated. Maybe it's how for teenagers
everyone's a someone on the verge of fame. Regardless of what they
want to do with their life from sport star to lawyer to actor to revolutionary,
they're all unstoppable & full of convictions & as powerful as
they are naive. Or maybe it's how every day your life could change
forever. You have so much forced social interaction via high school
& so few responsibilities that at any time you can reinvent yourself
or fall in love without many consequences. Maybe it's how for teenagers
everything's new & adventurous & glamorous. Everything's
a shiny new idea even if it started or ended a hundred years ago.
There's also a certain lack of regret that's honest & great.
The world's just moving too fast to bother to think about, you just deal
with the consequences. No kicking yourself in the head about the
past, just move on to the present. Then there's this really strong
sense of self-importance & worth where you're one in a million instead
of one of a million. It's something you can't fake & when you
see your place in the world realistically ? bang! You're an adult.
Or maybe I just want to relive my high school years because I've forgotten
them & want to see if they're as cool as seen on tv. Or maybe
I just have a fetish for bodies & minds without scars....