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Lacking
This issue is a little thin.
I’ve been running a little low on time & energy lately. Maybe
it’s because it’s winter or maybe it’s because I let the girl everyone
knew would break my heart again go ahead & break my heart again (for
the last time or just the most recent?) or because I’ve started working
third shift & I just can’t deal with it. It’s funny because at
the same time that the last year has been an emotional wreck for me (as
well as almost everyone I know), there’ve been a lot of great things happening.
I think eventually I might not see 2002 as the worst year of my life.
I’ll start to lose my hope that it will never be 2002 again & remember
that it was the year I finally got some bad people out of my life &
the year I finally got so broken that I had to let go of things & learn
how to be content instead of manic. My life isn’t perfect.
I don’t even think I’d actually call my life good. But it is okay
& that’s the best it’s been for a while.
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