This issue is a little thin.  I’ve been running a little low on time & energy lately.  Maybe it’s because it’s winter or maybe it’s because I let the girl everyone knew would break my heart again go ahead & break my heart again (for the last time or just the most recent?) or because I’ve started working third shift & I just can’t deal with it.  It’s funny because at the same time that the last year has been an emotional wreck for me (as well as almost everyone I know), there’ve been a lot of great things happening.  I think eventually I might not see 2002 as the worst year of my life.  I’ll start to lose my hope that it will never be 2002 again & remember that it was the year I finally got some bad people out of my life & the year I finally got so broken that I had to let go of things & learn how to be content instead of manic.  My life isn’t perfect.  I don’t even think I’d actually call my life good.  But it is okay & that’s the best it’s been for a while.