This issue is a little thin.
Iíve been running a little low on time & energy lately. Maybe
itís because itís winter or maybe itís because I let the girl everyone
knew would break my heart again go ahead & break my heart again (for
the last time or just the most recent?) or because Iíve started working
third shift & I just canít deal with it. Itís funny because at
the same time that the last year has been an emotional wreck for me (as
well as almost everyone I know), thereíve been a lot of great things happening.
I think eventually I might not see 2002 as the worst year of my life.
Iíll start to lose my hope that it will never be 2002 again & remember
that it was the year I finally got some bad people out of my life &
the year I finally got so broken that I had to let go of things & learn
how to be content instead of manic. My life isnít perfect.
I donít even think Iíd actually call my life good. But it is okay
& thatís the best itís been for a while.