The other day when I came home Sandra’s body was lying in the front yard.
Erica had shot her once in the chest & once in the head. Sandra
had wandered off somewhere & she came back dead & Erica put her
down. Erica’s too tough really for a ten-year-old. I’m afraid
she might just snap from it all eventually, but I guess all this dead-walking
stuff seems just like normal life since she’s so young & has dealt
with it the past two years.
I feel bad because in a way I’m glad Sandra’s gone so I don’t have to worry
about her anymore. All I have to do is bury her next to my brother.
It makes me feel kind of weak that she never was able to take care of herself;
that it was my fault because I couldn’t provide a safe enough place.
I guess if I could provide a safe enough place she wouldn’t be dead now.
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