The smell of something cooking wakes me.  There’s a fire in the fireplace & Jennifer has some cans of food warming by the fire.  It feels good not to be in charge & to be taken care of for a moment.  When she gives me my food I say, “Thank you.  I’m sorry.”  She looks at me for a little while & doesn’t say anything.  Maybe she understands why I went for my brother or maybe she doesn’t really care; I’m still too tired to really be able to discern.  The food’s warm & it feels good.  When I close my eyes with it in my mouth I can pretend it’s a couple years ago & I’m home after a hard day at work.
 

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