I need to build
a structural support for my skull. I can't tell if it's going to
cave in or explode, but I can feel something in it changing. In the
mirror I can see pinhole fireworks under the scalp causing faultlines.
I wish I knew how much of this world was dependent on me keeping my head
intact. I want to know it's just about me & my mind. As
I'm concentrating to stay unified I start to lose control of my body starting
with my feet & hands shaking & going up my arms & legs until
I can't even control my eyes anymore. This is survival.